The One Dealing A Pisces

Uski masumiyat me kho jata hu, Har pal uska ho jata hu, Hasta hu kabhi, to kabhi ro jata hu. Wo ek chote bache ki tarh nadan hai,  Wo masumiyat ki masoom si misal hai. Jab koi mujhse puchta hai ki kon hai wo,  Asa usme kya khas hai? Has deta hu unke sawal pe, aur unse bas yahi kahta hu, Ki, Wo khaab hai, wo nayab hai Wo masoom si ek awaj hai, Wo kal thi meri, wo meri aaj hai,  Wo ek pyara sa ehsaas hai, Wo dur hai, wo mere pass hai,  Wo thi ajnabi, aaj khas hai. Wo bebak hai, wo anjan hai Wo meri, pehchan hai, Wo shuruat hai, wo anjam hai Mere to naam me, uska nam hai, Wo masoom si ek awaaj hai, Wo kal thi meri, wo meri aaj hai. Wo dhadkan meri, wo mera sanjh hai,  Wo din hai mera, wo meri rat hai, Wo dhoop hai sardi ki, wo garmi ki sham hai, Wo hai to khas hu m, uske bina aam hu m, Wo masoom si ek awaj hai, Wo kal thi meri, wo meri aaj hai. Wo meri sabse kimti jageer, wo mere hatho ki lakee...

Ek sawal mere dil-o-dimag me bar bar aa raha hai, Na chahate hue bhi us sawal ke taraf najane q ja raha hu, Har thodi der main khud se hi kah ja rha hu, Kya kahna jaroori tha? Kya kahna jaroori tha, kya main kal chup nhi rah skta tha, q kha main? q bole bina nhi raha m? Mujhe pata tha ki itni dur hai wo ki main apni bat nhi smjha paunga, Shabdo se khud ko bayan nhi kar paunga, Use samjha ne ke liye meri awaj jaroori thi, Par kal kar na sake, kuch aisi hi majboori thi. Pata tha mene bat galt shuru kar di, wsa kuch nhi tha, Kya mera kahna jaroori tha? Humre sath pe vishwas tha, ki galat nhi smjhnge hum ek dusre ki bato ko, Dono hi smjhnge ek dusre ke halato ko, par kal pehli bar harne ka ehsaas hua, ki use apne dil ki bat smjhane me main nakam hua, Socha tha smjh legi wo ki q bola mene kya mera matlb tha, Par galt smjh ke usne bola wo jiska na koi taluk tha. Par abhi bhi hua nhi kuch kharab, ase najane kitne hi halato ko humne par kia hai, Kuch asa hi safar humne sath...