Kya kahna jaroori tha?

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Ek sawal mere dil-o-dimag me bar bar aa raha hai,
Na chahate hue bhi us sawal ke taraf najane q ja raha hu,
Har thodi der main khud se hi kah ja rha hu,
Kya kahna jaroori tha?

Kya kahna jaroori tha,
kya main kal chup nhi rah skta tha,
q kha main?
q bole bina nhi raha m?

Mujhe pata tha ki itni dur hai wo ki main apni bat nhi smjha paunga,
Shabdo se khud ko bayan nhi kar paunga,
Use samjha ne ke liye meri awaj jaroori thi,
Par kal kar na sake, kuch aisi hi majboori thi.

Pata tha mene bat galt shuru kar di, wsa kuch nhi tha,
Kya mera kahna jaroori tha?

Humre sath pe vishwas tha, ki galat nhi smjhnge hum ek dusre ki bato ko,
Dono hi smjhnge ek dusre ke halato ko,
par kal pehli bar harne ka ehsaas hua, ki use apne dil ki bat smjhane me main nakam hua,

Socha tha smjh legi wo ki q bola mene kya mera matlb tha,
Par galt smjh ke usne bola wo jiska na koi taluk tha.

Par abhi bhi hua nhi kuch kharab, ase najane kitne hi halato ko humne par kia hai,
Kuch asa hi safar humne sath kia hai,
Aane ka uske wps mere pass mujhe intejar rahega,
Uske aate hi sbse phle mera dil use apni bat kahega,
Par abhi bhi kuch din hai uske aane me, abhi rhna pdega mujhe bahane me,
Ki sab kuch theek hai, ki kuch hua hi nhi tha,

Par,

Kya kahna jaroori tha?

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